I had one that I loved so much that was like my little son, but I had breast cancer so I had to get red of him I miss him so much, I wanna find one like him so bad, is there ANYONE that lives in the state of Arkansas that can help me find a place to where I can find one? I live about 30 mins from Hot Springs Arkansas, please help me. my kids and I miss him sooo bad, thank you so much.